Been meaning to do this for a while now, getting down to it now. Potentially forever hmm but not deleting anyway. Haha yeah cuz there’s really so much more to do than stay on the Internet, things to learn books to read people to love music to play sports to do prayers to pray. Woots!

At the end of a worrying and tiring week, a series of weirdest circumstances and mistakes derailed my plans tonight and I ended up lost with nothing in my wallet and just barely enough in my bus card to make it home. Just as I thought I was finally on my way home.. made another mistake and was even further than before. Trying to see the funny side of it all and to remain optimistic but was just so crazily tired and very very frustrated that I just wanted to sit down there and cry and wonder what purpose He had in that whole escapade.. and I looked up and saw the most beautiful thing in the world. 

And its really inexplicable, not something I inferred, or a pretty link or explanation that I come up with.. I just know. You were waiting and listening and in a roundabout way bringing me to where You were, where Your light just shone, You whispered peace into my heart and calmed the maelstrom threatening to break, and this certainty of peace and guidance is such a stark contrast that I realized it was a funny journey after all.

You guide me through the dark
You calm my fearful heart
I will rest in You
You give me perfect peace
Fulfill my deepest needs
I will rest in You